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[21 Apr 2005|10:16pm] [ mood | drained ] All i seem to say is wrong, i feel like im behind somesort of wall.. i can see out and all i can do is scream and scream.. but nothing i scream is heard. all of which is felt within my heart seems to be smashed back in whenever it tries to be heard. I just cannot express how i feel or what i think without saying it wrong. i feel stupid, and lifeless. Maybe im the one that needs to change.. It makes me frustrated and helpless when i cannot say what im feelign. it just comes out as something not even worth listening to... :..Give Unto Me..: I've been watching you from a distance The distance sees through your disguise All I want from you is your hurting I want to heal you I want to save you from the dark Give unto me your troubles I'll endure your suffering Place onto me your burden I'll drink your deadly poison Why should I care if they hurt you Somehow it matters more to me Than if I were hurting myself Save you (save you) I'll save you Give unto me your troubles I'll endure your suffering Place onto me your burden I'll drink your deadly poison Fear not the flame of my love's candle Let it be the sun in your world of darkness Give unto me all that frightens you I'll have your nightmares for you If you sleep soundly Give unto me your troubles I'll endure your suffering Place onto me your burden I'll drink your deadly poison Fear not the flame of my love's candle Let it be the sun in your world of darkness Give unto me all that frightens you I'll have your nightmares for you If you sleep soundly Fear not the flame of my love's candle Let it be the sun in your world of darkness.. ..I LOVE YOU CAMERON SO MUCH.. 4 failed to cope ♥ put a little love here in my void

[02 Mar 2005|05:27pm] [ mood | cold ] [ music | Big City Nights, Scorpions ] I havent updated on here in a long time.. eh, and i really dont have anything to say at the moment :x except... HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAMMY!! whoot go you, you old man! lol toodles :) 3 failed to cope ♥ put a little love here in my void

[28 Dec 2004|07:15pm] [ mood | worried ] [ music | Someone, Earshot ] Im so boRed right now! gahh, i wanna talk to cam. so baby if you read this call me<3 ( Tear My Heart to Pieces ) 2 failed to cope ♥ put a little love here in my void

[28 Dec 2004|02:52pm] [ mood | intimidated ] [ music | The Noose, A Perfect Circle ] Today is a rather depressing day. I have been writing poems and drawing all day. Along with watching Titanic. I think i might go take a bath<3 my g-ma bought me things to take a bath with, like bubble bath stuff... yup that sounds good im off..*to whom ever reads my journal* I love you dearly<3 2 failed to cope ♥ put a little love here in my void

[27 Dec 2004|10:13am] [ mood | confused ] 2 failed to cope ♥ put a little love here in my void

[25 Dec 2004|10:50am] [ mood | exhausted ] I Love You baby ..I hope that you dont get mad at me for posting this, I love you so much, and love this pic. of us..<3 1 failed to cope ♥ put a little love here in my void

[25 Dec 2004|12:17am] [ mood | cold ] MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!! put a little love here in my void

[24 Dec 2004|11:44pm] [ mood | cold ] ( Fill out *lah dee dah* ) put a little love here in my void

[24 Dec 2004|02:49pm] [ mood | chipper ] Santa Is Comming!!!! yay *does dance* 2 failed to cope ♥ put a little love here in my void

[23 Dec 2004|04:05pm] [ mood | crappy ] [ music | owy ] ( So Pretty When Your Pretending ) 4 failed to cope ♥ put a little love here in my void

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